Through the Ages

salam,

Whoever kills another one without justifiable cause, surely he is killing all of humanity. And whoever saves the life of another one, surely he saves the lives of all of humanity. [Sura Al Ma'aidah: Ayah 32]

tagline filem Schindler’s List : Whoever saves one life, saves the world entire.

macam seakan-akan sama kan….

sinopsis filem Schindler’s List

Schindler’s List is a 1993 American drama film about Oskar Schindler, a German businessman who saved the lives of more than a thousand Polish Jewish refugees during the Holocaust by employing them in his factories. The film was directed by Steven Spielberg and based on the novel Schindler’s Ark by Thomas Keneally. It stars Liam Neeson as Schindler, Ralph Fiennes as Schutzstaffel (SS) officer Amon Göth, and Ben Kingsley as Schindler’s Jewish accountant Itzhak Stern.

The film was a box office success and recipient of seven Academy Awards, including Best Picture, Best Director, and Best Original Score, as well as numerous other awards. In 2007, the American Film Institute (AFI) ranked the film eighth on its list of the 100 best American films of all time (up one position from its 9th place listing on the 1998 list).

penutup:

if this true..it is an honour for us that even Jewish filmmaker use quotes from Quran

salam,

saya melawat blog ini. blog milik cikgu kimia kesayangan saya, pn. normah mispar.  sudah hampir 3 tahun berlalu sejak hari terakhir beliau mengajar saya. cikgu yang penuh dengan inspirasi. memupuk minat dalam kimia.

apabila kita sudah menjangkau ke menara gading, saya seringkali dapat rasa apa yg susah untuk dipelajari di sekolah rupanya senang atau remeh sahaja untuk dipelajari sekarang. tapi walaupun nampak remeh tapi itulah yang memberi asas.

kita seringkali tidak ambil perhatian kepada perkara yang remeh walhal itulah memberi impak besar kepada perkara yang lebih penting. cikgu di sekolah mungkin nampak tak sehebat professor di universiti tapi merekalah sebenarnya yang terhebat.

memasukkan ilmu ke dalam otak pelajar ketika kepala ketika itu nakal, panas.

kadangkala kita pun tidak hiraukan sangat perkara remeh yang kita lakukan bersama kawan. tapi jika kita ingat perkara remeh itu, mungkin kita akan ingat kepadanya selama kita hidup.

saya menarik nafas….

salam, i just want to shared this with all of you..:

According to Dr Arafat El-Ashi, the director of the Muslim World League (Canada), when Islam requires Muslims to fast, “it planted an ever-growing tree of infinite virtue and invaluable products.”

He stated that the spiritual meaning of the Islamic Fasting aims to achieve the following:

(a) It teaches man the principle of sincere Love: because when he observes Fasting he does it out of deep love for God. And the man who loves God truly is a man who really knows what love is.

(l) It is a Godly prescription for self-reassurance and self-control.

source: Ktemoc Konsiders

salam….rupa-rupanya ni punca bau sedikit hangit dengan bunyi macam bunga api dalam bilikku malam tadi…plug soket air-cond terbakar..padahal baru 2 bulan lebih pasang air-cond….

salam,

saya berziarah.

menziarahi sebuah blog. milik seorang sahabat. sahabat yang agak rapat.

saya browse ke archivesnya. hmmm…melihat dan menghayati gaya bahasanya. menatap cara sahabat itu respons terhadap isu. sudah cukup buat saya terdetik.

saya ingat saya sangat kenal dengan dia. tapi rupanya saya silap. masih banyak lagi yang saya belum tahu mengenai dia. banyak masa masih diperlukan untuk kenal lebih dari seorang kawan dan sahabat. malah lebih jauh dari itu.

dia banyak mendengar masalah saya. malah dalam banyak hal pendapat dia membantu ketika saya berada di tengah-tengah dan kurang yakin dalam membuat keputusan.

tapi kadangkala saya lupa akan masalah yang dialaminya. saya lupa bukan saya sahaja mempunyai masalah. tapi dia begitu menyembunyikannya agar saya tidak risau dengan masalahnya. cuma sedikit sahaja masalahnya yang lepas pernah diluahkan. itupun bila saya bayangkan diri saya letak di tempatnya, saya sudah lama kalah. tapi dia. masih lagi kuat dan tersenyum.

saya rasa amat bersalah apabila selalu meluahkan masalah kepada dia, saya tak menanyakan jika dia ada masalah. setiap masa dia bagi kata-kata semangat. ketika saya sedang marah, dia pegang bahu dan tangan saya agar cool down.

saya cuma ingin beritahu apa yang dalam minda saya sekarang ini.

oleh itu

maafkan saya. kerana jadi sahabat yang teruk. kadangkala saya lupa.

salam,

last night when i stopped at Chendor, Pahang, i suddenly met Harrison. my chinese-indian mixed classmate during standard 4 and 5….so many years i dont see him around …but i failed to tegur him at all…

im very down……..

SALAM,

akhirnya aku berjaya mendaftarkan diri ke asrama maidam dekat dengan UDM KAMPUS KOTA.

kata orang, nak dapatkan sesuatu, kena bayar harga yang tinggi, kata orang lagi, you want something, you must pay a heavy price of it.

rancangan utk meletakkan diriku, roomateku dan rakan sekelas aku dalam asrama maidam sudah lama berjalan…bermula dar semester ni kebanyakkan group aku adalah pelajar yang ingin ke maidam.

awal2 lagi sudah jangkakan yang perempuan kelasku memang tidak dapat ke maidam sebab tidak cukup tempat..tetapi bagi lelaki memang cukup.

itupun tak termasuk dikecam oleh orang lain kerana cuba memujuk kawanku pindah ke maidam .

apa2 pun…berat hati rasanya pindah keluar dari kusza. tapi walau bagaimanapun kita mesti yakin segala pilihan yang kita buat…adalah yang terbaik.!!

asrama maidam

salam,

before that let we tribute yasmin ahmad with al-fatihah.

yasmin ahmad…i known her around 2001 when i got to watched her first movie Rabun. the movie is hard to see but yet it take me years finally to understand the message in it.

her works always make me tear, laugh and passion. it also influence me in lot of ways.

this powerful girl has transform my mind to become beyond that we think. she teaches us about love and forgiveness. how sweet and bitter to forgive other people.

yet i always remember her taglines for her movie.

one chinese boy, one malay girl, one unforgettable love story-sepet

why we hurt the most, the one we love the most.-gubra

everyone has first love story to tell-mukhsin

to yasmin, i will remember u as one of my friend…..we might not recognise each other but we once give comments to each other on ur blog not long ago..

and thats already enough for me

i will miss u…

salam,

ketika aku selesai solat Jumaat di Masjid Al-Muktafibillah Shah atau lebih dikenali Masjid Ladang dekat dengan UDM KAMPUS KOTA, tiba2 ramai orang berlari ke suatu arah. ingatkan ada orang terlibat kemalangan jalan raya. rupanya ada orang berjaya menangkap suspek curi motor.

salam,

pada hari sabtu 11 julai, derma darah kat kafe baru

tetiba tempat kena cucuk jarum tu berdarah balik dan membengkak..seluruh tangan sakit

bergegas ke HSNZ dengan bantuan ambulans UDM pada 12 julai 8.00 malam..gagal menghadiri kelas entrepreneurship

tak boleh masuk hospital jika tak isi borang yang diisi sendiri oleh pegawai HSNZ. kawalan ketat sempena kedatangan H1N1

tunggu giliran untuk jumpa doktor! 2 jam menunggu..sambil tu tengok program MENTOR!

akhirnya, bengkak dan kesakitan itu cumalah simptom biasa kerana doktor itu kata kemungkinan aku tidak tekan betul-betul lepas jarum itu dikeluarkan.!

p/s: terima kasih kepada individu yang tolong belikan plaster semasa darahku tertumpah semula kat kafe baru, terima kasih kepada yang membelikan ais. terima kasih bagi sesiapa yang membantu aku !

bagi individu yang membaca ini, walaupun kita sentiasa nak bermasam muka sesama sendiri, walaupun anda cakap tidak ada apa-apa, padahal ada apa-apa.

sudah tentu ku sangat sakit hati. tetapi macam aku cakap dahulu..sesakit hati mana sekalipun, aku akan cuba melihat kebaikkan kau ..aku akan cuba tidak melihat kepada kejahatan atau keburukkan kau. sebab..

kaulah kawanku.

salam

ketika aku ditugaskan menjadi ketua orientasi pelajar untuk fakulti pertanian dan bioteknologi dan fakulti teknologi makanan, aku telah berkenalan dengan beberapa junior….tak lah boleh dikatakan junior sangat. tapikan ada satu ketika ada junior offer makan buah langsat kan surau udm kampus kota.

dia offer tapi membahaskan aku sebagai abang. tapi kan junior itu lepasan diploma..lagi tua…ohh tidak…!!

salam,

ketika pada hari jumaat 26 jun 2009, KL sedang hujan lebat masa tenghari. dapat sms dari asyraf nak singgah di rumahku. terkejut la kan…iyelah….tetiba nak lawat…dia dengan haikma baru jer abis praktikal.

disebabkan hujan dia dan haikma nak tumpang beg dengan motor dekat rumah aku.

ape pun aku gembira ada orang jugak nak datang melawat rumah aku dalam cuti-cuti ni.. tak adalah bosan duduk rumah

dan boleh perkena resipi rahsia air bandungku..haha :p

salam,

apabila menonton filem the exorcist yang ramai sangat kawan2ku di UDM yang takut nak tengok, teringat pula kepada UDM kampus KUSZA. Di negara-negara barat  pihak Vatican ada emneydiakan kursus-kursus berkaitan penghalauan hantu atau syaitan.

malah ada universiti yang menawarkan ijazah tersebut sebagai mengiktiraf profesionalism kerjaya tersebut.

udm kampus KUSZA pula kaya dengan penawaran kursus-kursus pengajian Islam. fakulti kontemporari islam boleh menawarkan Ijazah Sarjana Muda Penyembuhan Sihir dan Penghalauan Syaitan/Hantu .

agak pelik tapi apa salahnya kita mencuba. cuba masukkannya dalam UPU..pastinya UDM terkenal.

1. What have you been doing recently?
sleep and thinking how to lose weight

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Nope….except if hp suddenly off itself

3. What happened at 10.am today?
tido

4. When did you last cry?
every month….at least once a month

5. Believe in fate/ destiny?
believe we can change our fate if we work hard

6. What do you want in your life now?
i want to be healthy all the time and hope to become a good person and the man that can control his lusts:p

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
i always bring it…dari kecik kena didik bawak payung

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed?
tersenyum

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
im wearing spender ok!:o

10. What’s the nicest thing in your inbox?
wishes and some friends ask for forgiveness..so emotional

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
depend on what type of person i have

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
yea..if i live in my house..i borrowed shampoo etc..

13. What was the last movie you caught?
many2

14. What are you proud of?

i am proud when someone take and done my advices

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
fauzan send some ayat Quran to give me strength!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
A whole new world-aladdin theme song

17. Do you have any nicknames?
negri 9: jOEMI

KL:zoul

ganu: jimi/zul

syimir always called zulhilmi…

18. What does the newest text say?
mizi tp mizi nyer just  forwarding sms so  xleh kira maka luqman la..!…rahsia:p

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
2am

20. Are you currently happy?
not at all..mixed feeling..

21. Who gives you the best advise?
no one…myself

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
not malam la…but yesterday ili and mama called me

24. Is something bugging you now?
Yea…..when  people that know me and that i know always  pandang pelik to me…it like macam dah lama tak jumpa tapi segan nak bertegur..:p

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
no one..more and more people are putting sourness to my face

26. Choose your lucky friends and tag them.
i dont feel to tag anyone…haha

salam,

pagi tadi saya melayari laman web rasmi bekas kolej saya iaitu kolej matrikulasi melaka. rupanya mereka masih lagi mengekalkan bahagian forum yang ditadbir aktif oleh adminkmm.

saya amat mementingkan forum dalam web oleh mana-mana organisasi. malangnya UDM masih lagi tidak mengaktifkan modul forum dalam portal pelajarnya. jika sudah diaktifkan sudah tentunya ia akan menjadi sangat menarik. pelajar boleh melontarkan idea, pendapat dan kritikan terhadap pengurusan Universiti. malah pelajar juga boleh berkongsi masalah dan nasihat sesama mereka di dalam forum itu

dalam soal pilihan raya pula, KMM amat mementingkan soal ini. semua pelajar wajib mengundi. siapa tidak mengundi dikira melakukan kesalahan tatatertib. semuanya dilakukan dengan cepat dan licin. di UDM pula pilihanraya kampus tak pernah diadakan. diketawakan oleh pelajar Universiti lain di alam maya kerana gagal mengadakan pilihan raya gara-gara dikatakan untuk menjaga keharmonian di UDM. KMM pun sentiasa harmoni dengan pilihanraya.

cuma cadangan saya. siapalah saya, seorang pelajar yang kerdil. tidak lepas pun 160 cm :p

salam,

akhirnya sudah keputusan peperiksaan UDM berjaya dikeluarkan tanpa sebarang penangguhan atau gangguan server.

keputusanku?..Syukur kepada Tuhan. Tuhan itu Maha Bijaksana. walaupun keputusanku meningkat sedikit dan kadangkala sedikit tu seolah sama dengan 20 sen naiknya, tapi bila difikirkan itulah keputusan terbaik bagiku. kerana ia tidaklah menaik dengan mendadak kerana aku bimbang jika meningkat mendadak aku akan menjadi malas dan sambil lewa dan ya, ia pernah terjadi. oleh itu kenaikan yang boleh disamakan dengan 20 sen itu merupakan satu dorongan untuk lebih jauh ke hadapan secara gradual.

ketika menunggu keputusan peperiksaan dan pascanya, cuti merupakan satu masa yang berharga. pada waktu cutilah, ketika berseorangan di rumah, kita akan memandang semula pada masa lepas. apa yang kita sudah lakukan pada semester lepas, cara kita melayan orang lain, adakah kita ada menyakiti dan biadab terhadap orang lain, pantaskah kita berurusan dengan krisis yang dialami?

cuti ini peluang kepada kita untuk memandang diri kita kembali. sikap dan kejayaan dalam menuntut ilmu adalah berkait rapat. kita cuma sedaya upaya mendisiplinkan diri ketika cuti untuk berhadapan dengan kehidupan sibuk di Universiti.

pada masa yang sama membentuk harapan baru. harapan baru itu banyak di dalam hati. tidak lama lagi akan tiba masa untuk cuba mempraktikkan harapan baru itu. sungguh banyak ragam manusia, adakah harapan baru itu akan gagal?

salam,

1. rasanya ramai akan tidak sependapat dengan sandra. sandra cafe merupakan pemegang tender bagi kafe kota.

2. ramai tidak bersetuju dengan harga makanannya malah perwakilan pelajar fakulti pernah mengusulkan kepada pihak pengurusan udm untuk menghentikan perkhidmatannya pada semester depan.

3. bagi saya, walaupun harga mahal, tetapi sandra tetap di ingatan sebab juadah makanan sandra adalah lebih baik dan sedap dari yang ada di kusza. maklumlah bukan pelajar sahaja yang makan di situ, tetapi pensyarah, tutor,dekan malah naib chancellor pun kadang-kadang ada di situ.

4. kadangkala masakannnya meningatkan kepada rumah.

5. orang lain saya tidak tahu lah.

salam,

muktamar pas kali ini merupakan muktamar pas yang paling saya ikut dengan penuh teruja kerana pertembungan di antara golongan erdogan dan ulama.

walaupun saya bukan penyokong PAS, tetapi secara peribadinya saya menyokong golongan ulama yang mahukan kerajaan perpaduan bersama Barisan Nasional atau lebih khusus lagi dengan UMNO.

secara prinsipnya kita patut menyokong mana-mana pemimpin yang menyokong dan ingin kepada perpaduan lebih-lebih lagi sesama umat Islam.

tetapi mursyidul am Pas, Nik Aziz Nik Mat berkata petikan dari Malaysian Insiders:

PAS spiritual leader Datuk Seri Nik Abdul Aziz last night reiterated his disapproval of the unity government proposal, isolating the man behind the idea, party president Datuk Seri Hadi Abdul Awang, and his pro-unity talk supporters.

Speaking at a ceramah held in conjunction with the party’s 55th muktamar (general assembly), Nik Aziz said those who speak of co-operation with Umno are apparently oblivious to the rivalry between these two arch-rivals throughout their existence.

Beliau juga menyatakan:

“Those who speak of co-operation with Umno are definitely oblivious to its cruelty and we in Kelantan know this,” he said further.

dan

“Umno is evil. The Umno-led federal government talks of 1 Malaysia but they instructed their officers not to co-operate with those who work with the PAS Kelantan government. This is Umno.

“We must obliterate them once and for all. Rid this earth of their kind,” Nik Aziz said.
pada pendapat saya, walaupun memang betul UMNO itu sangat buruk pada pandangan mereka, mereka sepatutnya berdamping dengan UMNO. apa salahnya. bukankah itu salah satu jalan dakwah.

Politik hanyalah satu ‘jalan’ untuk menyampaikan mesej Islam. Tetapi, kita juga semua tahu; ia bukanlah satu-satunya jalan. - Faisal Tehrani.

Ayat-ayat Al- Quran juga ada menyebut, petikan terjemahan dari novel Ketupat Cinta karya Faisal Therani:

Surah Al-Imraan ayat 159:

” Dan kalaulah kamu bersikap kasar lagi keras hati, maka pastilah mereka lari daripadamu. Oleh itu, maafkanlah mereka dan mintalah ampun untuk mereka, juga berbincanglah dengan mereka dalam sesuatu urusan”.

salam,

hari ini merupakan ulang tahun ke 3 bagi blog aku…nampaknya sudah 3 tahun aku menggunakan blog friendster untuk ber-blog setelah berpindah dari blogspot yang digunakan sejak 2004.

pada ketika itu, blog masih lagi tidak sehebat seperti sekarang. blogspot ketika itu masih lagi dengan template lamanya, tak ada widget macam sekrang, tak ramai budak2 sebaya aku blogging.

kini blogging merupakan satu trend. seolah-olah satu kemestian. hampir semua kawan yang aku kenali mempunyai blog dan aku suka mengintai blog-blog itu dalam keadaan invisible.

Don’t worry about people stealing an idea. If it’s original, you will have to ram it down their throats.
— Howard Aiken

salam,

our KL minister, Datuk Raja Nong Chik is onlining with facebook..he always online in facebook on wednesday at 6-7pm..i just try send him comment….main2 comment jer..and surpsingly he replied it…what a good minister…salute you!

salam,

i believe whoever studying in kampus kota know about anything happen here. for those who never, i tell you, kampus kota sometime give heart-breaking,tearful incidents that shocked our heart .

as you knows, kampus kota is sit beside jalan sultan mahmud which is very busy road. anything can happen there.

since i studying there a year ago..i have witnessed many accidents here. infront of my eyes…for worse some become fatal and some with full of blood.

there is one case where a mother and her child died simultaneously in front of junction near kampus kota when their motorcycles hit some lorry which suddenly stop make them lost control. i managed to captured the moments of pasca-accident. for a while, it is tearful, yes , i almost tearful to see life been taken right in front of my eyes.it really sad to witnessed it.

and when we were walking to wait for the bus, we walk along the site and can see dried blood and glass shattering everywhere.

the accident

plus, there are more accidents occuring….days before my study week start…i shocked so many peoples gathered in front of guard house at kampus kota. a guy was knocked off from his motorcycles. i failed to captured his image because it is too frightening to see his face soak with blood.

but only the advantage, anything happen here, the hospital is right in front of the kampus.

another story that give plausible moment is this uncle. he is famous among udm students because his pau. he sell it cross the road. i also had  several times buy from them.

suddenly one day when we walking to our buses, we saw him  being pull out by police with his son. ii was sad to see…yea…although i know it is illegal to seel anything beside the road, but then..to see his son seeing his father being told by police to get away from the road.

salam,

on 29th May 2009, i’m heading to my school with Nik, thanks Nik for the ride with his car to attend teacher’s day celebration day in our school.

at school gate, i met my friend from US…teera and from this my ketua tingkatan, helmi. there i met severals friends from beta corp class..

the first teacher i met is my add math teacher plus penolong kanan hal ehwal murid,pn azizah..it can be boast that many of the teachers still remember my name despite many cannot remember my friends name..it is an honour from my teacher.

many cannot make it to this reunion but for me it is breakthrough for me…i just want to get some blessing from my teachers.

i undoubtedly quiet when in the school. i rather watching rather than talking. for me, the most satisfaction that i get is to smiles and smiles and face of proud from my teacher when knew that i already make into university..

yes, it is my school….have pains and happiness but i never hate it. and i am very proud of it.

my juniors..dulu semua kecik2 jer.

kawan yang sangat lama

then after that event, i,helmi and nik go to friday prayer….actually our plan were to watched movies at klcc with pain,arafah and teera after the prayer…angels and demons…quite good..!!haha

at tgv cinema, klcc

salam,

too boring live in the house i try to be creative..ok.

..aku ade banyak bahan makanan dalam fridge…so ade nasi minyak, sayur tauge,ikan patin masak asam and ayam goreng..

masukkan semua dalam periuk..gaul jer perlahan2…jangan sampai hancur lak ikan patin tu..haha..tu dia….sedap….!!

salam,

apabila rakan sebilik aku mendapat arahan ke BTN, aku ingat kem itu adalah pilihan bukannya  paksaan. aku dapat tahu kalau tak pergi tak kan dapat graduate. selama ini aku ingat BTN cuma di bawah kelab rukun tatanegara ke..aku pernah menghadiri ceramah BTN di sekolah selepas PMR, itupun dipaksa oleh sekolah. tetapi aku benci ceramah itu. aku tidak menggunakan ayat tidak suka tetapi benci.

apabila aku melawat blog senior aku dari fakulti FRIT, dia menceritakan beberapa insights di dalam kem itu.

Petikan:

http://izimratcool.blogspot.com/

dimudahkan cerita, sepanjang 4 hari kat sana, kitorang didedahkan dengan isu2 semasa, memang sumenye panas2.. korang pun mesti tau kenape kan? hehe.. ade la skali tu ketika sesi soal jawab ngan penceramah, yang pada waktu itu membincangkan soal ketuanan melayu, aku rase tersentak jugaklah mase si penceramah tu menerangkan pasal keadaan negara Malaysia pada waktu ini, di mana golongan cina ngan india memang habis-habisan ingin mengambil alih tampuk pimpinan negara ini. Ai… aku tak dapat bayangkan kalu negara ni jatuh kat tangan diorang, mesti habis bangsa melayu kan? Pulau Pinang pun skrg ni orang dh cakap dah ade iras2 Singapura, dengan dominasi oleh kaum bukan melayu dan yang paling menakutkan iaitu pemansuhan dasar ekonomi baru…

dari dulu sampai sekarang apa yang aku benci kepada BTN ialah ia suka memainkan isu-isu perkauman. rata-rata yang menguruskan BTN adalah Melayu malah Islam.

Adakah Islam menggalakkan umatnya menjadi pemangkin kepada kekeruhan hubungan di antara kaum. BTN cuba meracuni pemikiran generasi muda.

Ingatlah di dalam Quran disebut

“O mankind! We created you from a male and a female and made you into nations and tribes that you may know and honor each other (not that you should despise one another). Indeed the most honorable of you in the sight of God is the most righteous.” Chapter 49, Verse 13

“God does not forbid you to be kind and equitable to those who have neither fought against your faith nor driven you out of your homes. In fact God loves the equitable.” Chapter 60, Verse 8

BTN sepatutnya menyemai semangat perpaduan dalam kalangan Bangsa Malaysia. Bukannya menanam benih-benih kebencian di dalam minda orang Melayu. Kenapa baru sekarang disebut tentang Ketuanan Melayu. Malah ketika aku kecil dahulu pun aku tidak pernah mendengar Ketuanan Melayu.

Secara peribadinya, aku berkecuali dalam hal pemansuhan DEB. Pada pendapat aku, DEB patutnya dikemaskini dan dimansuhkan tetapi bukanlah secara mendadak. Bagilah orang Melayu menerima secara perlahan-lahan bahawa DEB bukanlah selama-lamanya untuk mereka dan yang bukan Melayu pun perlu menerimanya secara berperingkat.

Apa sahaja yang dilakukan secara gopoh terutama dalam isu perkauman menyediakan banyak ruang kepada benci dan prejudis.

Kesimpulannya aku berharap suatu hari nanti BTN akan dimansuhkan. Maka amanlah negara ini.

salam, this morning..i on my television…it is rare attitude…so long i have bad taste with TV even with ASTRO….but today i like to watch TV.

i watched selamat pagi malaysia talk show..it is good because they have health segment on the same time I on the TV…they flashing about goodness of potatoes..

then, they talked about sakit tuan and sakit puan. about kemandulan…..suddenly they can talk rigorously about sperm…the doctor can say about kepekatan sperm ..anything about sperm…but suddenly i relate what the doctor say in his column in Utusan Malaysia, Kesihatan segment…that he suggest saliva can be use to tone down the concentration of sperm yang pekat…haha

im ok with that because we must open our minds..but the trouble is the show start when im trying to have my breakfast…..sandwich with full mayonaisse..and the doctor keep telling about sperm and sperm..its color,taste and kepekatan.plus some audience keep calling asking about his sperm…i almost want to vomit my sandwich…hello..im having my breakfast ok…haha

they might must thinking back to talk about thing in the morning..but surely i cant forget facial expressions of 2 pengacara..they seems very go through and very concentrate to hear from doctor..haha

then i just closed the TV…and get back to my laptop

p/s: the TV is almost broken..only can shows TV1 and TV3..on that time TV3 shows stupid sesame street…haha

The talk show

Salam,

i was democratically elected as students representatives for my faculty in January 2009 and it is tough but joyful job.

i were never give chance as a project director. i would not want to..haha.

but then during our cabinet meeting, our beloved president give me this task. quite big task . project director for student orientation day programme.

the problems that grippling this project all the time seems never end.  enough with bureaucreatic hurdle from top management..

couplings with some discussions that yet to materialise between me and asrul and dr. nash.

plus my handphone keypad is so detoriating that u will have large difficulties to type sms…

but surely with deep interests in doing this project perfectly..anything cannot make us down.

salam,

when i watching star trek, there are some lines of dialogues that caught my attention. i forgot whether Spock or Kirk utterred it..huhu…they say they discovered that space is actually moving.

this lines make me remembered some of complex discussion about earth and heaven and thousands of miracles in Quran that co-related with it. In Quran, it said that earth and heaven is same thing and then become seperately.

“Haven’t the disbelievers considered that the Heavens and the Earth were a joined entity and We separated them…”(Qur’an 21:30)

“And the Heaven we created with great strength and indeed We are its expander.”(51:47)

therefore this space is also expanding. if we use thermodynamic laws..ermm example the container..take this universe as a container, galaxy is small container inside universe and earth is another small container inside the galaxy.

applying zeroth thermodynamic law which stated that when 2 system is thermally equilibrium then the third system that react with 2 system also thermally equilibrium with each other. then we can conclude that earth is part of the universe and affecting each other.

as for the container, it can expand by heating it. when the Quran quoteed that the universe is expanding, to expand in such way, the universe must be very flexible in order to expand.

how beautiful it was Allah’s creation.

p/s: sorry if there any mistake…

salam,

last night, fauzan, my practicum mate in matriks call me and informed me that he in KUSZA right now attending teacher’s day celebration at terengganu convention center near Mydin and Giant. well, he talked to me for 10 minutes and feels like reunion back for him and me. not my rezeki at all to meet him in UDM..tskk..

anyway since he is one of my closest friend and pal in matriks plus my lab partner for semester 2 in matriks..a lot of memorablia..a man of deep religious background..never fail to attend to surau..thanks a lot he always can absorb my ugly attidude…haha..i dont know how he can patient with my attitude in matriks.yeah..we always in fucking argue in so many things..PAS,BN..haha.and he is a strong ally and close friend too with syimir.but surely and for surety…i always make good and incredible friendship with people from religious-school background..coz i feel a lot of sincerity in them..yer shazwan…hah

well.this is him..

Now about 4 hours after my conversation with fauzan on the phone, my practicum leader hazril sms me…asked me to watch Star Trek with him in Pavillion..for once i shocked for 2 reasons..first he asked me to hangout after more than one year i not meet him.haha…2nd, i just hell yeah lepak2 in pavillion about 3 days ago with our beloved friend,shazwan. so how i want to make excuses in front of my parent to justify my outings.haha

i agree to go out with him since i believe after this it is hard for us to meet again….yea…anyone i hangout …everyone is late….shazwan late for 39 minutes, hazril late for 60 minutes something…and both use KTM…yer blame on KTM…haha…..when i waiting for him in times bookstore, i managed to finish reading jeff oii book,eclipse.

then he found me in times bookstore…wow…it is long time  i dont see him..and he changed a lot. then he and his gengs brought me tto gsc and watch star trek..not my favourite..but surely it is excellent movie to see..

star trek future begins

in cinema...

then, i was introduced to his gangs..it is not an ordinary gangs. i always see but i never been invited before to join…the group consist of people who are taking degree and diploma from universities across the countries..um,ukm…and many more..only i proudly from udm..but i amazed by them…their sincerity in friendship..i just know then..what..for several hours but then they talked greatly with me like i already met them before…they always persuaded hazril to invites me to join their activites….well u know me…it takes time for me…haha..but definitely i have an eventful and joyful day with them…plus celebrating severals stranger that i even dont know…haha..truly it is amazing expriences…..changing views and opinions in money making and part time jobs..

then we walking around pavillion and find this car is really beautiful..

haha..as the conclusion i really have enjoyful day…powerful enjoyable day like i have when hangout with shazwan..may God bless both of them for their kindness in bringing joy in my everday lifetime..haha …lastly i managed to take pics with him…it is difficult to meet him after this since he already cakap he will busy after this..hahaha……never mind….since we both KL boys although you are selayang…haha..we still can meet again…haha

after a year.....change a lot...

oooohhh…by the way….when i walked back to my hom from LRT Setiawangsa..managed to snap a pix of KRU headquarter near my house..hahaha

KRU headquarter

salam,

today,..my tired day..but eventful and tantalizing day. making pledge with shazwan to temankan him shopping around our beloved KL.

it is barbaric act…both of us promise to meet at kl sentral at 10 am..and i stepped out from my house 10am…but yet…he still arrived 40 minutes late….i understand..KTM……haha

ok..so both of us met at last in K.L Sentral…feel like a week not meeting him but then…

i bring him to pavillion…whoring around then have lunch in KLCC….walking from pavillion to klcc just for lunch…….yea..this is kl..ooh btw…meeting hariz on the pavillion bridge…my long time friend cum jiran cum junior.

from klcc, we walked back to bukit bintang and suddenly we trapped into random check by police.the poolice asked us to produce our I.C. you know that i very damned to police.on what ground they arrest us like that….yea i know..random check ..they have right to do it…but why us…hundreds of people walking nearby watching us…it is embarassing..now i can salute Malaysia can become happily ever after police state. so annoying and deep shameful to this two virgin.!!haha

kawasan kami ditahan

then, with deeply humiliated feeling,we stroked down jalan bukit bintang and start our unforgettable attitude…yea…camera-frenzy….haha..several shot..

gambar nakal

Sungei wang

Sungei Wang

after that…..sometimes boring sometimes best but demi kawan yang tersyg kenalah teman!!..translate: for sake of beloved friend, we should sacrifice..haha

Let’s go to LOWW YATT!

LOWW YATT….full with chinese like usual…but the same day 40 years ago on 13th May 1969 this place is full with blood of chinese and malay…i feel very emotional to visit the same place today..to feel what that generations feel on that difficult time that torn apart the Malaysia.

ewan just looking around to survey for his desperate-nak-sangat external hard disk. jalan2….solat2……this place i meet my old pendidikan jasmani teacher who never forgot to scold me for my whole year of form 4 because of my protest not to involved in that class because malas…haha.

gurau senda di surau lowwyat..haha..nak pegi?..naik lif lowyat tekan butang B2..tak jumpa?jumpa makcik yg jaga tandas kt situ..she will give useful directions.shazwan pernah try tanya...wakaka

after that we dont hv things to do..buying drinks..get away from low yatt…very confident go this some way and ended up going to times square…SALAH SIAPA?..

then we got into kl monorail go to kl sentral and bid farewell….and waiting for his version of our hangout today…must brilliant!:p

as the conclusion…..dari boring x buat ape2 dok umah….it is fun to hangout…….exceptionally my kaki sakit gile…tapi sedihnya tukang urutnya berada di terengganu…

Salam,..

dah lama dah aku xmemasak……..ni lah hasilnye!!!

salam…

this morning when i was required to buried something…i thought it was small fish in our pond…but i was shocked and choked down. it was our this big fish..koi?….this koi already with us many years tracked down maybe since i was in form 3….

but life is not eternal….she died today..

salam,

dont u ever wonder know why baby always genggam their hands??…

i dont bother to know….but when we relate it..it shows something…reasoning something. why we here. that the purpose we are send to the world is not to receive but to give something to the world..

baby genggam their hands, symbolic that they dont want to receive but to give….it is fitrah. so it should be like we need to stop asking and more in giving?

*taken from Usrah Tv show in TV2….watching it many years ago..

salam,

less than a month, i will leave my this UDM, leaving so many happiness, hurtful thoughts and the blessing peoples.

blogging in kampus kota drag me to weirdenes.

When i suffered major breakdown several weeks ago, i thought i would be lost and despair. but eventually there is a hikmah behind it.

And life is much better by now..so far.

The moral of the story is never hate the place that cause you great detrimental.

That place actually will give you hope and strength to  achieve your dream.

Very Grateful

All Praise to God.

salam,

in 2005, i visited my cousin, kak nor in ukm, on that time she studying in degree in food technology. one of the best momentum that pushed me to also study in food technology and plus my other cousin also take food tech in umt..

when i see her, she looks very tired and tired….yet she can score dean list in every semester. her achievement will forever influence me to always try my best to the best and to push our limit to the limit. now she currently a full time food technologist with kfc.

now the same thing happen to me…

works, assignments…….huge, many…..and tiredly  …..and sometimes i want to campak all the kertas mencarut to afif…sorry afif….hahaha

but as long as we positively think…i can….kak nor can do it…why me cannot???

when i in matriks, i also shocked with its culture…very tired..cannot understand anything…but my uncle adam lee helps me a lot. below is the email he send to me :

From:
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“ZULHILMI NORAZMI”
Assalamualaikum. Greetings to our beloved nephew from Unc.Lee and Abong. We saw your picture posted of the website as well as noticing the notes attached.

Young man, remember Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286 which states, “Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope.” You may feel tired but as a young man, you are full of energy. Your mind may be tired but it is a very strong and versatile part of you.

Most people feels tired. It is because the body is tired. So rest and eat good food. BUT DO NOT GIVE UP !!!.

Remember, you are a champion, always. Remember you have won over several million of sperm which was ejaculated and finally to be fertilised to be what you are today. SO DO NOT GIVE UP !! A CHAMPION BEFORE AND STILL A CHAMPION NOW, TODAY !!

Stay in touch. We love you.

the end.

p/s: this post is dedicated to my friends and everyone who feels that since move to kusza life become not happening anymore…:p

zul and hazlan

salam kawan2,

tonight, it was incredible moments as im back in writing about a person. it have been long time because since i blogged i rarely blog about a person. yang sariyah and hazril is the only person so far i have blog about them.

now we proceed to encik hazlan. most people love to call him hazlan…but to show my uncommon respect to him, i love to call him encik hazlan.

encik hazlan is a terengganuvian and now doing his master in UDM and served as science officer and then served as my lab demonstrator who always responsible in destroying my experiments.

the most love ones is he is also my senior in kolej matrikulasi melaka whom i regard as the best senior from my matric i met so far as his attitude yg gila2…i believe i inherited it too…hahaha

not so close but i consider can be close. but truly he have brilliant minds of chemistry. i love to debated with him during experiments because from him we can got a lot of inputs for our discussion in lab report although he might very strict about it.

i cannot forget that there is one time in semester one. he onced tahan me from going back..and ask me if i know to balance the chemistry equation…i say i can but im a bit slow on it…he teached me how to do it very well….and until now i can still practised it although not so well. well i very grateful.

and then he knows about movie that have tag diharamkan di malaysia…haha…i thought i only the one who knows….but he also know about it.

thankfully he speak malay standars as there is some lab demo speak trengganuvian dialect so deep tat i cant understand…..haha

with gila2 aktiviti that he tod me that done when in matriks….wow….my batch also did not do that…..curi ikan kan kompleks sains??……how many people would do that in my time….

whenever he around…i bid a smile…padahal semua orang aku buat macam tu yer….so what.sedekah la kan .

suddenly he have gang..i dont know how it can happen..but im glad he can diffuse well in our batch….that all matriks melaka student punyer kelebihan…people-friendly..haha

now encik hazlan, i contribute you our song:

Berilmu, Berkemahiran, Berteknologi,
Gigih Tempuh Cabaran,
Capai Satu Wawasan.

Disiplin, Berakhlak Mulia,
Berketerampilan,
Berfikiran Kreatif,
Kritis Dan Inovatif.

Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka,
Megah Unggul, Berbudaya,
Saling Hormati, Sopan, Berbudi Bahasa.

Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka,
Berkarisma, Maju, Mulia,
Ilmu Membentuk Generasi Cemerlang.

and

LAGU NEGERI MELAKA - Melaka Maju Jaya

Melaka Negeri Bersejarah
Tempat tumpah darah kita
Dijunjung dengan sepenuh jiwa
Untuk maju dan jaya
Rakyat Melaka sudah bersatu padu
Berikrar taat setia
Jujur berkhidmat setiap masa
Melaka maju jaya

because when i see you and talked to you….i can see kolej matrikulasi melaka on you …

somehow i feel you a very good damned abang..haha

hazlan and zul

wanita-wanita besi

salam,

yes…..have big family gathering this chinese new year…..dapat ang pow rm 50 dari uncle adam lee dan 20 ringgit hutang duit raya dari abong….haha…70 ringgit aku dapat untuk tahun baru cina…

im glad i can talk affectionally with my closest cousin, syafrien….yes cousin yg plg rapat..tapi susah nak dpt peluang untuk berbual dgn dia…tp akhirnya dapat pun…

my aunties keep asking…..dah ade girlfriend….yer…aku ade byk girlfriend……..nak je ckp…my personal…secret…haha…and then my aunties suruh ambik no hp saudara mara ak yg berbelas tahun x jumpa yang kebetulan tinggal kat kawasan perumahan kt kusza…….i will update a post if satu hari nanti aku nak contact sepupuku itu…haha

the girlfriend thing…….hmmmm…merisaukan jiwa.

family

my closest cousin